it begins

And so begins my weight game. I am not a small person. I would be classed as morbidly obese to be truthful. And now at the age of 31, with two darling children and a loving husband, I need to do something about it before its too late.

I have always been a big person. Well not what the "norm" would call skinny. I was never happy with my size. Father constantly calling me fat, mother constantly going on about me losing weight, and two skinny sisters either side of me in age was alway a drag on my life. I had high blood pressure as a teen, which my mother of course put down to my size. Yet when I became free of my families torment the blood pressure instantly went down (even while heavily pregnant!!).

So now, after having my 2 darlings and gaining far more weight then I am happy with. I have a goal.

The goal is to lose 12.5kilos a year til I am 35. Therefore losing a total of 50kilos by the time I am 35. Can I do it? I sure the hell hopeso. But its not going to be easy at all!

One week ago I started my way to my goal. I bought a Wii Fit and started working out each day. The aim was 1hr a day. I have done this for all but 1 day (which I needed to rest my legs because it was getting to the point where I had problems walking, so I only did 30mins that day, I will catch it up later).

And after a huge week of working out 1 hour, eating less at meal time, drinking more water and less fizzy drink. I have lost .1 of a kilo!!! Its a bit deflating, but I will get there! I will do it. Its a huge step from the start but I can do it. Small steps to start with, fat has to change to muscles which weigh more before I can honestly see the start of it.

I need support, I need strength, I need will power.

I hope you can all suport me and give me strength and courrage.