So I have been at it for just over 2 weeks now. And still I have very little to show for it all. I know I haven't been exercising before this, and I know I shouldn't expect miracles instantly but shouldn't I be seeing something?

I have decided if I haven't seen any sign of good progress by 6-8 weeks into this I am going to have to go see a doctor to see if they can find anything medically wrong with me (and yes I know I should have gone to a doctor before starting this but I am far from a fan of doctors so I go as little as possible to see them).

Yesterday my period started. Oh the joys. So I have packed on some weight with that. I feel bloated and so not in the mood to keep at it but I do anyway. Yesterday I did 1hr of stepper work with the board up on phone books to add to the effort. I have been putting it up on the phonebooks (2 sitting side by side so it's not a HUGE extra but still about 4cm added to the height).

Today I was much better and did my whole routine. I feel at times like I am wasting my time on all this. I know I cant expect to see it all happen instantly and have that whole instant gratification like I would like. But I wish I was getting more from it. After 2 weeks shouldn't I be seeing more of a loss than 0.3kg? I mean who knows what I would really be without the bloating but still. it's wearing on me that I am not seeing more (or more LESS) from it all.

Add to this yesterday I ended up having a hungry jacks meal for lunch (this is equivalent of burger king for Americans). And it was revolting. I didn't enjoy any of it. We were running late for lunch. Was just going out to get the girls (so 2:30) and were heading past HJ and in a moment of weakness in both of us stopped in for a meal. I don't think I will be having another one any time soon. None of it pleased me at all. I think I will stick to my craving of Subway. They are at least healthy!!

At least the husbeast has noticed a gain in weight with the crappy lunch we had yesterday (the same as me half a kilo was whacked back on after it!!! oops!).

Thank you to my 2 supporters!! It's great to know someone is there with encouragement and in Jen's case joining along with me :)